Sunday, April 26, 2009

I should thank you, part 2


You are an integral part of me now. I've adopted your habits and you've taken some of mine, and it's amazing that now a part of me is actually just you, but in my body. You know how to judge my moods. You know what I need, what I want, and you know when I don't want you to know. You've helped me out so much, and it's fascinating how you've done this. I don't know if it's the same way with you, and I doubt you'd ever tell me anyways. Thank you, thank you so much for helping me to grow, for helping to make me a better person, for growing with me and making me become who I am today. I can't explain how important you are. It's almost as if by simply knowing you I've molded a part of myself after you. I don't look up at you, though I hold you in the highest esteem. You are my equal, the person who can tell me when I'm wrong, but sees me for who I really am. My lies, my faults, and you still forgive me for them. Thank you. You've helped me to learn. To see things from a different perspective, to calm the raging storm that is constantly me. I'm a whirlwind of emotions and you're just a stable rock able to counteract it. You know how to have fun, you taught me to explore, to open my mind, to laugh and smile when there's no reason to. You've taught me that words can be meaningless. And I hope I've had even a quarter of an impact on you that you've had on me. I never believed that any one person could do so much to another, by simply knowing each other. I'd like to believe that we are a testament to what true friends can be, and good ones at that. I'll never forget - "the flaws are what keep us there."

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