Get me out of this rut

I'm stuck. I'm stuck and I'm not moving. I hate it, I want out. My best friends are off at their respective campuses and I'm still stuck. Waiting, watching. I get depressed and lethargic and I hate it. I need something, I need motivation or at least someone close to me that I can talk to, that I can cry on and maybe just get a nice hug. I'm just so... sad. And it hurts. I mean, my turn is coming quickly but hearing them and seeing them all be happy makes me happy but at the same time it kind of strikes deep down. I wish I was there and I wish that I just wasn't so sad. And I feel like there's nothign I can do. While everyone is out, and changing for the better and finding themselves I'm just still here... sad little me. And I hate it.