I am not

Going to be on the backburner. I am not going to tolerate disrespect. I am a lady. Maybe not a lady from Spain, but I can still unscrew the stars. My love, even and especially for my friends, is strong and true and rare. And I am not going to waste it any longer. I can't do this. I refuse to be in any kind of relationship like my mom and my dad's. I am going to have standards and they are going to be met. It hurts. So much, I can't even begin to explain it. But if I am not worth your time anymore to even garner the least bit of respect, it's my fault. Because I have let you get away with shit, I have catered to you, I have never argued a fucking thing and stood up for myself. But my attitude has changed now. I am a lady and I will demand to be treated like one, and I will start to make my standards higher. Not just for relationships but for friendships. I'm sorry. It's painful. So much. But I think being disillusioned is the best thing that's happened for me right now. It's allowing me to move on. And once I get past this, hopefully you realize that you value me. And if you don't realize it... then I guess I just had it coming then, didn't I?

All in all, I hope I will Be OK.