Just thinking about it seems to make my head spin, to make me uproot myself. That before I know it, everything's going to be going going gone and I'll me moving on from my mom to whatever is waiting for me out in the world. That it's all coming so quickly, and that no matter what I tell people "oh don't worry, things won't be different," I know they will. And holy shit I'm scared. I'm really terrified, even though I'm excited. The unknown awaits me, and I've been too busy preparing for it to really sit back and realize that I have no clue what my future holds. I have things I want to happen in my future, but is it really what's in the stars? Am I slacking too much? Am I working myself to death? I don't know. I just want to grab your hand, and jump in.
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